"It is one of those days"

I had one of those days again. You know the ones, when it rains it pours. For me when things go bad, it is like a domino effect. I immediately try to get out of my head, but some times it is impossible. When everything goes wrong all at once, I stop to see if maybe the universe is trying to tell me something. I know that blessings are disguised as problems, if you learn from them that is. I am trying to see through the muck, but it is hard. Yesterday, and today I prayed for clarity. Even though I hate when trouble comes I know it will be OK, but I tell you while you're in it. It's hard. I keep thinking OK God show me the way, I have no clue what to do, no clue what I am suppose to learn from this. When you come to a dead stop at a cross roads and you have no idea which way to go, what do you do? I am not afraid of taking chances, I just don't know what direction to take. Actually, I can't even see any road ahead, nothing, not even a choice. WOW, don't you hate when this happens. Now I wonder if my ego's mind is totally in control of me right now. To tell you the truth I don't feel very inspirational. The only thing I know how to do is to have faith. Faith that Great Spirit has my back and everything will turn out as it is suppose to, even though I haven't clue what that may be. Just writing those words and actually feeling them makes me feel better. I wonder what the future hold.
Lauren