Showing posts with label Day 121. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Day 121. Show all posts

Saturday, January 8, 2011

"The truth sets you free, or does it?"

Hey everybody, How is the New Year going so far? I hope it is going great. I feel great! I have been nervous about my book coming out. But so far, I have gotten a good response. I got new friends on facebook recently, so for those who don't know my book is called "A Touch on the shoulder" and is available at Amazon.com. check it out! I have noticed how much I have been in my head lately, being nervous about my book, doubting myself, and worrying that "I am delusional" and that my book is not as good as I hope it is. I know I talked a lot about being my worst enemy, and that old "cousin it" is creeping back in my head. It says crazy things, and I can't believe after all this time, I still get caught up in all its antics. I actually have gained 15 pounds over this! Crazy! well now I am back on track, it just crept up on me. I mean, I know that I am being very vulnerable in my book, but I put it out there, now I just have to let it go. What happens, happens, right! That is much harder than it looks. But the truth is, I want to know the truth. It is important to me to know how people feel about what I have written. Why? Because I want to continue writing and inspiring people, helping people, just to be a reminder that we are not alone in the world. But that is where the truth comes in, I also want to know if I am, who I think I am. (cousin it is here with me) But seriously, I want the truth. For me the truth does set you free or does it?
Lauren